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School's coming back to me like a bat out of hell and I'm scared.  I find my lack of sleep to come overwhelming.  my mind needs a break from life...an eternal break.  I feel so fake in this skin of mine.  there is no time to prepare myself.  my health is not well.  months ago I fell down into the dark depths of hell and I've been working my way back.  but this pack I carry is far too heavy.  it gets more and more so with each step that I take.  you wish that friends I would make.  I am afraid.  I have an incurable disease in my head.  I feel deserted by my only link to life.  these lies I carry are like rocks in my shoes.  and I must choose between agony or fear.  but I already hold them so dear to my heart that I cannot make a better start.  I'm stuck in this circle of my useless life.  hope is beyond my reach.  as I fall.  I live now listening to Satan preach.