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I wish I was anorexic.  It sounds so much more appealing.  My father wanted the exacto knife.  He acted like he was angry with me, like he knew why I really had them.  I paced all day.  I just can't calm down.  I keep worrying about things.  I can't keep my mind from racing and it's really eating at me.  I need to just go to sleep so I can rest.  I need to go pace some more so I calm down.  I get really agitated and uncomfortable if I sit for too long.  I wonder what's made me this way today.