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god why do I do this to myself. My mother's calling me "Lisa with a bust line". Lisa's my sister who has this great body but she's flat. I hate that. Now I feel like I have to live up to that. If only my mother knew how much she hurts me. Maybe then she'd lay off. I'd worked so hard the past week to make sure I didn't eat anything. Now my stomach's very close to as skinny as my sister's but I can't fit into her jeans. If I get all excited now that I fit into one of her suits better than she did, it will all go to hell. I've lost 40 pounds or better and I can't stop now. I'm not perfect yet.