I feel like all this work I've put into my ed is all for nothing. I get no reaction from anyone. I fit into my sister's clothes!! That's never happened before in my life! Yet they don't notice. Now my meds are making it impossible for me to function normally. I'm so tired. I can barely keep my eyes open. Why do they do this to me? I hate being this way. I'd rather be in the hospital for being suicidal than on this crap they call medication. I hate more than anything being tired because I can't think, which means I can't write. Everything goes to hell when I can't write. I'm going to sleep for a while. I'm trying so hard to get my new webpage up that I don't want to sleep for too long. I want to get working on the actual content. I just now finished the layout, but there's no content. You can check out the layout if you want. the main part of the site is located at ************** (site no longer exists). Let me know what you think.