Las Encinas Hospital: I feel as though I've been abandoned here in this place. I've never wanted to die more than I do right now but Michelle broke her promise to me and never came. I can never forgive her. She stuck me here and now I'm in hell. I just can't seem to stop crying. This day has been the worst day of my life and I had to endure it alone. I sat for hours alone. Michelle never came. Sorry isn't going to cut it this time. She abandoned me here. I want to go to sleep but I have a room mate and I'm not sure what her plan is tonight. I haven't slept in 36 hours and I'm about ready to go batty. I want to go home, sleep in my own bed, hate my life as usual. Why won't they just let me live out my life the way it always has been. Why put me through this? They made me eat dinner. Never again. I had a potato with nothing on it and no skin. Call it unmashed potatoes without the gravy. I hated it. Hospital food. i swore I'd never get this low. But here I am.
