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So now everything is straightened out in my head. I'm a little better. I've cut really bad though...three times. If I don't stop wanting to kill myself though I'm going to the hospital when school gets out. I'm worried about that. I'm also worried about school. I'm afraid I won't be able to pull my grades up in time. So much has happened in the past week. I've accumulated an enormous amount of hatred for my mother and that bothers me somewhat...only somewhat. No, it's not straight in my head. It comes and it goes. And now it's gone. God what the hell's wrong with me.