Meds aren't going to make my life better. I still have to deal with the same things day in and day out. I need to call Michelle really bad but I can't. I don't know why it's so hard for me. I feel like I'm intruding somehow. I want to just go to the hospital now. I can't wait until school's out. I can't stand to have my parent's worry about me. It just makes me feel sick inside. I hate them so much that I don't want them to know anything about my life. I need to cut but I put my razors back in my locker today and that's all the way in Lake View Terrace. This isn't helping and I can't get online because the connection keeps getting lost so I can't work on my web site. Fuck.
