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I feel like taking my meds and going to therapy is the only barrier from me killing myself. The days that I'm not there I'm in such excruciating pain that I just dread leaving. I'll cry for hours just thinking about having to walk out of my therapist's office after the session is over. Does no one understand my pain?? I am so alone. Everyone's abandoned me. I want to read but I can't read and cry at the same time and I can't sleep because I'm crying and I feel hot under the covers of my bed.