I feel so alone. I have no one. But you don't want to hear that do you. I didn't think so. What do you want to hear then? Lies? Because lies are all that's left. I live my life in lies. I lie to everyone varying amounts. I have tried my hardest though to tell you the truth. It's hard sometimes and sometimes I have to leave out the truth. But that's not a lie. It's not telling the whole story. Sometimes I don't know what to say. Today...today. Do you know what it's like to be afraid of humility? I see every person as potential for disaster. Does my hair look okay, how about my clothes. Is my stride too fast? Too slow? What do they see when they see me? Please god don't let me trip and fall. What do my classmates think of me? Do they think I'm stuck up, or just shy? I'm NOT going to cry.
