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Suicidal Thoughts is my problems
Looking fo a solution to solve them
My thought's are racing and I wish they'd stop
I see the mountain, but can't get to the top
I know just cause it rain I don't have to drown
But I can't help at times that my face wears a smile, my inside holds this frown
Sometimes I just want to lay down and end it all
Right up to the last minutes I get this call
Not a call on the house phone or on the cell
A voice in mly head that I know very well
It is HE the man upstairs
The only one who I think cares
Saying "No my child don't despair
For when you are weak & vulnerable, I'll always be there
Take a look around whenever in doubt
Look at the 3 reasons why you shouldn't cancel yourself out
3 LIVING BEUTIFUL reasons, and they love you like crazy
But what good are to them if you're pushing up daisies
But Lord I can't go on
Everything seems to be going wrong
I know my love for lmy kids is strong
but feeling like this in their life is not where I belong
U take them and help them, I know you'll do better
It's not that I don't love'em and I'll them that in my good-bye letter
It's this g;oomy cloud over my head that makes me feel that life is not worth living
I have a lot of love for them, but ot's a gift not worth giving
So I'll just presum resigning my job on this earth for a while
"Your gift of love is always worth giving and my gift to those 3 is you my chil"
"You keep giving them that gift and I'll keep giving you mine
And you'll see that the clouds will soon allow the sun to shine"
"Your life will get better and things will work out
You're one of my strongest children and suicide is the cowards route
Meditate on that for a while and I'll talke your 3 and babysit
For you are my winner, and winners never quit