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i feel vain
i wish i didn't have to question your love for me
but i do. i always did.
you have turned your back away from me
too many times for me to relax
you have sent a million chills up my back
as tears fall down from my blurry eyes
then slide down to my neck
the drop to the floor..
those drops you see of salt water
such little drops. but you don't see
they are such a big part inside of me
you try to make everyhting okay
telling me how much you love me and everything
how much i mean to you
i smile and turn my head away
from the monster you have become within yourself
i know i hurt you so terribly and i wish i didn't
but i can't deal with the lies the snakes of lies
i forbid myself to believe any of it
i feel your breath upon my pale skin
i feel your anger within your voice
i see the violence in your eyes
as you look down on me
you feel yourself grow weak
for you know what you do to me
you know i know the lies you unfold
the terrible shadow i see in my doorway
isn't anyone i could ever run to
just run from
this girl i seen in the mirror starting straight back at me
is turning to him. no matter what i try to do
i can't bring myself away from the shadow in my doorway
i close my eyes and try to make this hell leave my room
but it won't..it won't even look away
you tell me you love me.
i smile and look away.
