I take speed till I'm freaking
I pop pills till I'm amazing
I drop acid till I'm psychotic
and I down bottles till I'm fucked
but I could drink a case of you
and still be diamond lucid
I read all the books
I buy all the toys
I watch all the channels
I surf all the web
and I play all the games
but I can just hold you
and be thoroughly fixated
I'm this person to Jon
I'm that person to Eve
I'm not that way with father
I'm everything they need me to be
I'm so certain of who I am
I'm everyone and no-one everyday
but with you I'm unsure
you're my diamond clear mirror
I control my madness
I lose my temper
I displace my anger
I admit my guilt
I shape my persona
I forge my future
I retain my past
I lose my present
but you bring me to the moment
you're my precious instant
but an instant is all I have of you
a flash of gold and then you're gone
a jewel like sparkle of morning dew
of could have beens and should have beens
all wrapped up in words half said
and mis-spelled dreams
I can't read the signs
as we lie in our arms deep in bed
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